Sign

Is this a sign ?

No idea what happen to my wallet, it has a big hole now, and your pic has left me through the hole,
the rice , it suddenly putus from my bag,
and my pen, also suddenly putus ink, lucky got refill, if not really cannot use di,
all those thing i hold dear, all went haywire in these few days, 
it hurts , really hurts, nothing can hurt more than seeing my dearest item become a piece of junk.....

the memories slowly fading, our things went broken
my desire getting tamer,  is it a sign?


boon ,

control

control yourself,

that what i can say to myself,
dun do wrong thing anymore

tormented

i really have to put an end to my inner war,
this is killing me softly,

有些人，　说不出那里好，
但就是代替不了,
but i must stop my emtoion...
how  ?
i will find out one day ....

boon

I dont understand girls,

I dont understand you,
I dont understand
you wan talk to me so that you can hurt me ？
or you just wan to make me feel bad ?
or you really just want to talk to me ?

one side hot, another side cold,
even steel can be bend this way,
not to mention i am just human,
and my heart is not made out of steel,

boon,
now i really want to look for open relationship,
i know is wrong, but the intention is there...

False Hope

Perhaps I should stop writing about you already,

I still miss you , but I dont want to give any false hope as well,
despite how much i feel strongly towards you,


Perhaps, I shouldnt do things for you from now on,
I shouldnt appear in your life anymore,
unless you asked me to,


Well, I still care bout you,
just that is best that I dont interfere with your life,
so, i guess is best that you take the initiative to ask me if you ever needed anything from me, 


boon
thought you might not read this,  but still, wanted to tell you :

No idea why you sick so long also haven recover,
just make sure you sleep before 12 everyday,