喜帖

还记得不久前我在这里提起那个不小心搞出人命的事吗？
 不好意思，　这个喜帖跟他没关系，
是我做实习生时，那公司的女　前辈　姐姐给的
哈哈，

其实很久前，我想要写这件事了，
只是最近喜欢回来这里了，
所以让我继续写够瘾吧!

给我启发的，是这封喜帖
我这一生，收到的喜帖也蛮多，
但是真正寄给我 的，
有一个丧礼的邀请函（在这里不想提） ， 和第二封喜帖，
何来启发　？

是因为，我要算一算，plan 一plan我的人生了
 我有想娶这个念头，　
不过，当事业刚刚起步时，　
连照顾自己也很难，
吃喝玩乐都不够用了
养自己都难，怎样养家？


更何况，成家前，每个女孩要求她的他，
有房子，有车，有稳定的经济能力，
现在的我， 离这个条件太遥远了。
等到我有的时候，一定会超过三十岁了。
而且，那时若有女朋友，还要烦，
烦她是爱我的人？还是她是用我的房子／钱换来的老婆，
所以，这些烦恼，到时候才烦。
因为我宁愿去烦有钱人的烦恼，哈哈
可惜，我现在是穷人，



远的不提
kl 的婚礼， 红包要给多少钱啊?
不过我真心祝福你们，我的前辈.

文二　

期待

昨天很出奇的， 她联络我了
虽然我很克制了， 但还会忍不住告诉她我的烦恼，
是依赖吧？不觉得。。。
有些烦恼告诉她 ，她也帮不到我，
没告诉她， 对我没什么影响，

或许这是一种习惯 ，
我还是不知不觉想分享我的一切给她。。。
是好是坏？我不知道。。。
 不过我知道， 我不了解她，
我也没有机会进入她的世界
算了吧，再迷恋她又怎样？
要记得，　当初分开的原因，　
不是因为不爱了，　而是因为那些一切的种种，　

不过，　
她，忽然有一星期之约，　
虽不知是为了什么，
希望不是坏消息，　
我宁愿一只等待那一个不会来的好消息，　
也不想收到你的那个“新郎不是我”　的喜帖，
那种心情的起伏太辛苦了

 我单身，　不过我一直都在迷恋你，
比吃迷药更迷你
都不知道为什么我会这样

我期待，　
我们的重来，　
我希望你开心
前提是弄你开心的人，　是我！
听起来我好像有很强的占有欲，　很自私，　
因为这一切，都关系到你



文二　

意外喜帖

”兄弟， 今晚得空吗？ 我有心事， 要找你谈谈”

没想到， 他这个心事， 既然是他的人生最大的转则点！

有些事迹， 或许我们认为只会在戏里发生，
也会听说谁的朋友也会这种遭遇 ，
听的时候， 你或许不会想那么多 。

但是， 如果有一天， 你的朋友亲自告诉你，他就是那个当事人，
 那个感觉可不一样了 ,

那时， 你就会明白，
当事人的恐惧，
当事人的烦恼，
当事人的无奈，
当事人的种种顾虑，
当事人要面对的事情，
还有 "人算不如天算” 这个明句了。

 原来，
我们并不是想像中的那个，
 成熟的， 可以照顾自己的“大人”
 因为， 有些事， 我们还是要靠父母的
精神上，经济上的支持，还有他们的指导，

现在才明白， 最好的孝顺，
并不是成为世界的巅峰，
而是， 平平安安的过日子，
让父母可以无忧无虑的过自己的日子，

一直都以为，再大的事都可以解决的，
但是从来没试过那么有心无力，
虽然我不是当事人， 我却比当事人更紧张，更难过 
看来，我能做的， 还是支持与关怀他吧 ！

这个喜帖， 真的来的不是时候！
这个喜帖， 真的很不可喜！

 希望你们可以好好做一个决定吧。
 兄弟


有感而发 。
文二

忐忑的无语

无语,顾名思义,就是没话说. 一般呢, 是在形容一个气到不行而没话说的情况。

但是,我呢, 就经历了所谓的忐忑的无语了。

这种无语跟气到不行完全没有关联。现在我在形容的无语是有话而说不出口的感觉。告白? 不对,

今天面对的情况有如要跟一位aunty 说她的儿子在战场殉职一样。 或者要跟妈妈说我有癌症一样的那种无语。

虽然到最后没有说出口, 不过至少我行动了。

受到拒绝未必是坏事

有些东西做了就是做了,至少现在没有后悔的理由,或者说一开始就应该有这样的觉悟。

这样也好。 反正放荡的去做了,

所有答案都出来了。

这样也好,这样也好。

可以放心在kl 落脚。

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The final quarter of 2011

Today marks the final day of my internship.
Tomorrow will be the opening of another chapter.
This chapter how I going to be an outstanding bachelor in the last 3 months of 2011.
I shall learn how to sketch, a proper girl,
I shall be slim, fit and healthy.
I shall make a music video by end of the year
and, I will relearn photography. Going to take events photos for free again.
No promises, but I will display my effort here.

Lastly, move on with my life and hope for the best.

By the way, I realize I sound so sexy when I am losing my voice.
And I have no voice now, who can make barley water for me ?

Boon
 te extrano, te amo
You deserve so much better than me,
please live better than me.

I became so vain....

I have been working out at gym. 

Some people doubt it and demanded evidence.

At first, it is not convincing as I always forget to bring my handphone to collect my evidence.

But luckily , now it's the time to reveal my result.

Here goes, my workout summary

It started at the beginning May, some tragic incident happens to me

and I became so motivated to change myself.

As such, I have been consistently go to gym since the beginning of my internship which is  around 20th of May or so.

Everyday, I got back from work, change my clothes and then gym.

I eat my dinner around 9pm and no supper. 

I stop using Facebook so I can the time to go to gym.

The picture below, indicate my limit when I doing my cardio exercise at that time . This was taken around the time when I start my diet plan. I nearly fainted after taking this pic.

I ran 2.75 KM within 25 min.

June:  there is no result to show. There is still a big belly I consulted my friends and realized I did wrong posture for muscle building and wrong techniques for cardio and wrong diet plan.

July to August: Once I learned the secrets of dieting, I tortured myself to the max. I walked out the gym room with cramp legs, super sore muscle. I hardly eat rice, and I go for high protein diet ( I still eat a lot, but I eat a lot of chickens now)

September:  The pic below shows the results of my tortured days.

Now I can run with ease. This was the result last week. 

Note that this is my warm up instead of my cardio exercise.

As for my look,

I spend quite a lot of money in transforming myself

This is

BEFORE ( May)

This is

AFTER ( September)

Change my spec ^^

I did shrink my tummy!!!!!  30th July

If you were wondering why there is no muscles, 

That will be my next target.

For now , I am happy to annouce that I am wearing M size shirt, 

with 33 inch waist.

This shot was taken when I go shopping last friday (15th Sept)

Boon

In your face, haha

When you going to belanja me snowflakes? 

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

Robert Frost wrote "The road not taken" in 1920. In 2011, I faced what he had faced.

Wikipedia has the whole poem in it. So I guess you can read it there.


I made a major decision this week. It is about my career
To make it simple,
I had to decide to choose to work for passion ( I had to make a leap of faith on this)
Or walk the most convenient path for me. ( I know I can excel in my work, but I not sure whether i like it)
In the end, I choose the one not taken.
Some are very supportive , some doubt it.
Honestly, I do not know whether is good decision.
But I just followed my gut feeling. Let just hope it will bring me somewhere.

Additional note: There is one good song by Hinders - Better than me.
It hit my feeling spot on. So I Share some of the lyrics that hit me very hard
and the link as well

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
 
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

I admit it, the additional note is meant for her to read

Boon

搬家,

下个星期六我要搬家了,
但令我头痛的是, 我的女儿不肯跟我走,

我：小花， 下个星期六要搬家了， 记得收拾好你的东西哦 
女儿 :。。。。
我：怎么啦 ？是不是爹地的新家不好吗？
女儿：不是， 我想知道妈咪有没有跟我们一起搬进去阿？
我：小花阿， 爹地跟你妈咪离婚了， 所以你妈咪不会跟我们来的拉，
女儿: （眼睛带着泪）为什么爹地会跟妈咪离婚 ？难道爹地不喜欢妈咪吗？
我：女儿阿， 爹地很喜欢你妈咪的， 甚至说爱你妈咪也可以， 只是爹地跟妈咪之间有一些事情导致我们不能在一起而已，
女儿：什么事那么严重啊不能解决的吗 ？都结婚那么久，　有什么事你们没有遇过的？这次为什么不能解决？　
 我：可能爹地和妈咪最大的问题可能是彼此不懂如何去爱对方阿，　爹地不知道我伤了妈咪的心，　妈咪也不知道她伤了我的心，　或许，　我们败给沟通吧，我们有事收在心里，忍在心里，不能忍就吵架，　现在我不懂得解释给你听，　不过长大后，　爹地相信你明白的，
女儿：那妈咪不会回来看我吗　？我很想念妈咪阿 （哭了）
我：傻孩子，现在离婚不代表以后不会结婚阿。现在或许不能在一起，但是如果几年后，我和你妈咪或许有缘分再见，或许那时我才是你妈咪的ｍｒ．ｒｉｇｈｔ，或许那时我和妈咪对彼此有感情，或许可以重新来过，谁都不知道未来是怎样，　不过小花呵，　做人要乐观一点，　要相信会美好的结局的，
女儿：不过ｔｏｕｃｈｗｏｏｄ 的讲一句，　妈咪不相信你，不相信爱情怎么办　？
我：爹地已经尽力的让你妈咪过的好一点了，我也不知道她未来会怎样。若真的发生了，我也不知道，一切随缘。女儿，　你要知道命里有时必须有，　命里无时莫强求，有缘千里来相见，　无缘背对背远离　这个道理。　若勉强要说好事，　她不相信爱情，　那就说我下次见到她，　她还是单身，　那爹地不就有机会让她再相信爱情咯　？
女儿： ．．．．你傻的．．．　不过我还是要等妈咪带我去新家。。bluek
我：还要 bluek  我啊 ， 傻有什么不好? 傻人有傻福阿, 虽然现在新家没有妈咪, 不过我的家一定会带妈咪来住, 爹地不喜欢她住在姑婆屋, 就算她要住我也会扯她来, family 就是“ father and mother i love you”, 如果没有妈咪，没有你，　那就是　fail　啦，我还有什么资格成家立室？　
女儿: 我不管, 我要妈咪 ...... ( 哭)
我 :爹地现在不够好,条件不理想, 没有事业, 没有身材, 你没看到爹地天天在游泳吗?没看到我在ｇｙｍ　吗　？没看到我天天去申请好的工作吗？ 这些为了什么？因为游泳可想起你妈，　因为做ｇｙｍ　可以把自己弄得像古天乐，　因为有好工，我才可以养的起你的妈，让你妈以我为荣， 那有什么问题都可以解决啦，　
女儿　：那几时可以见妈咪 ？
我：不知道，　不过最迟都是明年，　因为明年我要实行我的承诺，答应过的东西一定要做，
女儿：妈咪不来， 我不搬， 她没有动过的地方， 我不去，她没睡过的地方， 我不睡 。。。
我：都不知你是不是我的女儿， 那么degil 的阿
女儿：你吹阿, 我就是要妈咪，
 我：。。。。


头痛，头痛，
没想到女儿那么想念妈咪， 
要不要把女儿绑架去新家 ， 好像有点残任,
要不要请妈咪去新家， 那样好像会尴尬，
还是不要想了， 下个星期六再哄女儿一次，再不行才绑架吧
叫妈咪来很容易解决这个问题，不过最好不要麻烦妈咪了， 
我不相信我女儿那么degil
现在最重要是不要给她继续憔悴了， 
等一下吨汤给我女儿喝，
先睡觉，  游泳好累，

boon
迟点我也要想办法带思嘉去新家，
又要头痛一轮， haiz

Hp pic of the day...

Since I saw somebody mention me in his blog, 

His blog is regarding about taking picture with SLR,

and recently I got too many people boasting with SLR in my life, 

and their photo sucks.....

so this is payback.....

So , since I got no SLR , 

I use handphone instead. 

I got no setting to play with, 

so have to rely on the stupidity of a phone cam

and composition to make it nice

And this is two head and a hand...dun think too much....

 

cant even control focus in handphone...sad..

but i like this...^^ 

Thanks yu for inspire me to make a post...

boonboon2k2

I still can win other SLR user without using SLR

Katsaridaphobia

Katsaridaphobia

This is the name NatGeo gave to fear of cockroaches, 

but why katsarida ?

according to babelfish ,κατσαρίδα (katsarida) is the Greek word for cockroach.

well, the reason why I start blogging about this 

is because the incident started with cockroach encounter, 

This particular cockroach,

scared the shit out of me, literally

it makes me lost my feel to do my nature calls,

and bath too, 

from there onwards , I start change my bathing habit from night to morning

and this is why I hate night , 

boonboon2k2

I hate Katsarida....

My maiden voyage....

I wanted to Lomo this,

but I felt it is better left untouched,

since it looks nice without anything ....

hm, I was offered to help a person to take crystals shot for his company,

it's making an online catalog for him...

If this goes well,

I have extra thousands crystal for me to take o...haha....

and most important ...income ...

However, In order for me to convince more people to coorperate with me,

I need a good statistics, and I hope you can help me with that,

 I need to show people that I could bring up a good offer in using my service,

so , if you readers are free,

please share some of my blog post

in facebook and gain some traffic for me ...

This is a positive cycle,

with more traffic, i can get more subject to take

with that ,higher standard pics will come ,

and ...make the blog more enjoyable...

..so is a win win situation for us right ?

although i'm satisfied with  30 reader per day,

but I do hope I can gain more traffic

so I can convince a bigger business partner to coorperate with me...

a sneak peak for this crystals , 

boonboon2k2

Look like i cant go kl so early liao... 

Thing I learn from Hk trip ,

After 5 days in hk ,

I learn a thing , 

I had celebrity hands , 

Why ? 

Because 

When I take a stroll in Tsim Sha Zui Walk of Fame , 

The views there are superbly stunning 

I will show you the photos In the next post,

 

Back to the main topic

I realize

my handprint can fit into some celebrities handprint ,

 

 

It started with me accidently put my hand on Michael Hui handprint

In Tsim Sha Zui walk of fame,

To my suprise, it actually fit nicely into my arms,

That is not the only one ,

Even I can fit my hand into Andy Lau hand print,

Another suprise came in when I compare my hand with Aaron Kwok

Hands

It is a great news as my hands is such a "popular" hand

But my joy is short lived  as my hands also can NEARLY  fit into

SAMMO HUNG hands

What sounds like a narrow escape only spell a worse disaster

as my hands

can fit comfortably in Eric Tsang Handprint

boonboon2k2

Will I end up in Eric's body  Size ???

FML

Cathay Pacific ,Flight CK722 Dec04

hello everyone,

I'm safe and sound in HK,

Today is so not me to blog ,

But I am too excited already,

And I feel so restless after my first dinner in HK,

so today I going to talk about

Cathay Pacific,

The flight that brought me here.

At first I felt very intimidated ,

As I saw stunningly beautiful hot girls walking past me

towards terminal,

Little did I know that there are China Airline Stewardess ,

Not Cathay Pacific,

But such little disspointed doesnt stop me from being amazed at how big this

babe is ......

I going to act abit sam pat (means acting uncultured)

I going to tell you , that their panel is very HIGH TECH

The remote can pull one le , and somemore can use for play game 1 wo...

Of coz, frequent flyer wont be amazed by this,

but ....

Got SNSD Songs wei,

But is Genie la, not Chocolate love,

However, as I browsing through the newest K-pop songs

I cant help but to notice that the plane wing is slightly "damaged"

But I not worried la, so I ignore it ...

Next ,

The food is suprisingly delicious ,

But the bread is slightly stonish (too hard) la,

Oh ya, the curry chicken is deboned too,

maybe want to prevent somebody from hijacking the plane using chicken bone

The scenery is also very stunning as I was seated at the plane wing area,

There is only few time in my life that I rise above the sky ,

and I can tell you ,

Everytime is a wonderful experience,

Somehow it tells me that

"the sky is not the limit"

Even such beautiful scenery also comes with beautiful ice crystal,

The ice crystal formed because of the differences of air pressure,

between inner and outer cabin.

3 hours later,

I arrive at hk,

and the sunset is also stunning ....coz it remind me of mooncake egg yolk

What a way to start my HK trip,

Next up, I going to blog about the place where I had my dinner ,

Which is Tsing Yi (green shirt in cantonese)

just one stop from HK airport, 

boonboon2k2,

excited, but dont know whether I will blog tomolo,

dont expect so much from me ,

1 hour to 21

For 20 years i dreamt myself as 21 years old,

as 21 year old is legal age,

and i can do a lot of stuff

clubbing, smoking, gambling, voting..

and freedom to pat toh openly,

as my mom always said,

once you 21, you can do anything you want,

though she say the same thing when I am 18, I can do whatever I want,

But

As I got 1 hour left toward 21 years old,

I feel empty,

I am 21 already ,

What next ?

30 ? 35?

Sometime life is like tat,

You think you will be happy when you reach a goal,

but as you reach it ,

you are not as happy as you thought will be ,

In life you need a goal,

and another goal after the current 1...

我想 ：

我的愿望应该是

“不要再点亮寂寞的蜡烛”

boonboon2k2

I hope tomorrow I have a good presentation

Media Carnival

Now, why yesterday I managed to take pic with

Allen Wu?

It is because yesterday is Media Carnival,

Urm, I am not part of the planner or whatsoever,

I just there to take pics ,

Good thing is that ,

 I managed to take lots of pics...

but unfotunately,

I cant put it up all here,

to put it simple,

I lazy to select the best picture and upload

copyright issues,

Will give update on this tomorrow or when i free,

for now , I let you guess who is this la..

Tips and hint: She is a SOC-nian

Ans: Dionne

If you got it for the first try,
please tell me ...

boonboon2k2

I feel so alive when i take photos

I'm back ...

IF anyone wonders why there are no updates for two nights ...

It is because I had an adventurous trip at Penang

Adventurous as in

NO pre planning
NO idea where I going to stay ,

Non stop eating and traveling
Non stop sleeping ..

haha
updates comes tonight

boonboon2k2
my home is a good location to blast tokyo...

Mederka

Today is my cousin birthday ,
and my x birthday ...
and new born for my home theater ,

and the day my parent back Ipoh,
And
The day i suppose to detox myself ,
and
The last day of my qurantine ,
Tomorrow
I will continue assignments liao

How Do I endure 7 days of quarantine ,


All thanks to
My mom for
Buying breakfast everyday ,
Not waking me up every morning,
Make me milo every morning,
though I had to wash the cup later on

My dad ,
for accompany me for the 1 week ,
and drive us around kl ....
and ...give a lot dad to son nagging,

And last of all ,
Yoona ,
for being my desktop wallpaper,
time flies ...


boonboon2k2
dunno why there is no mederka march / celebration in kl this year

Mid Sem Break

SOC has 3 student and 1 lecturer tested positive for H1N1

Therefore, the mid sem break which is supposed to be in September
has started earlier .
Which is Tomorrow untill Aug 31st.

This is just another form of self quarantine only.
Dun worry,
I haven cough,
I wont die so easily 1 ,

Tukang nasib say I will have at least 2 kids before I die ...


Omg, I just started my engine,
and now I slumber again.

boonboon2k2 ,
mid sem break so early,
very not used to it

Food poisoning or sentitive stomach ?

The frequency of me having
uncomfortable stomachache
in LCS ( Leisure Commerce Square)
is more than the sum of
me having stomachache in
the past 20 years ,

Although sometimes there are hawker who sells
tuna sandwich with mayo taste sourly,
like fungal in milk ,

Although sometimes,
There are hawker who sells yesterday food today,

Although sometimes,
There are insects in the drinks,

Although sometimes,
The bread which are supposed to daily fresh baked,
doesnt have that appearance in my eyes,

Although sometimes ,
I ate curry in the morning,

In conclusion
Maybe I just have sensitive stomach ,


boonboon2k2
Is "dye" served with roti canai consider curry ?

Stress"boon"

As I look my coursemate releasing his stress
on stressball,
which look something like this ,

according to wikipedia:
"A stress ball is a malleable toy, usually not more than 7cm in diameter. It is squeezed in the hand and manipulated by the fingers, ostensibly to either help relieve stress and muscle tension or to exercise the muscles of the hand."

Based on the same logic,
My others coursemate squeeze /whack / jiggle my tummy
to release their stress,
so I'm the large version of stressball
"Stressboon"


and how I throw my stress away?
I look at my wallpaper,

Actually only one in particular,

Morning Musume is nice,
but Sometimes there is a need for a change,
SNSD( So Nyeo Shi Dae) song are nice too,

boonboon2k2
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby baby
sowoneul malhaebwa