Went out with mund and kon today. We had our lunch together . Then we watch dvd together at mund's house .
Watched The bunny house and Madagascar 2, both movies are nice . At least is not cliche and it's funny too. Hmm....then I borrow my external hardisk to kon coz he wan some movies from it and din brin his laptop . HOwever now i suffer from awkwardness coz i dun have my hardisk with me . All my stuff is in it . My mtvs ,my movies , my starcraft ...etc...
And after that , we went to asia cafe to makan and play pool afterwards . Well . in pool i still din lost my touch . My ball still enters the hole whenever I'm not aiming properly. Maybe it is just boon style la..btw, kw sms me when i playing pool..
OK ..when i reach home . I realize ET has updated his blog, and he kinda depressed from his results. But when i called him , he seems fine . So the conversation din last long. Then i called kw after this , he invited me to go to church with him at sun. Hmm...let say he took kinda long time to persuade me to go. But i accepted his offer as that the only way i can see him .But after think some time , I think I can ask him yum cha in order to meet him . Sorry , kin wai ....i just feel awkward in church .
Urm....well , I not christian . No offence but when everybody pray for God ,what should i do ? should i pray along ? But does that mean i praying for God even though i did not accept him? What i really should do when it come to praying ?And in what circumstances that u feel the presence of God ? Well , i very confused right now . I hope ppl will enlighten me instead of bombard me with a lot flaming comment bcoz i reallly dunno how to handle this .My intention is not to attack any religion but I just curios to understand the religion itself.
I think i should stop writing this as i know i will accidently write some offensive material. But if anybody willing to enlight me more on christianity , I will be grateful . But pls dun ask me to accept god. Thank you .
Boonboon2k2
Christianity is a relatively complicated religion to me
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Agony
After my attempt to made a photo gallery from a blog , i realize it is not possible to do that as blogspot only has 1 gb storage whereas i got 20++ gb to upload.....
so i have to fidn another alternative .....any suggestions ???
Lifeless
Since I raise a number of concern from my friend about my emo-ness recently. And I think I should do some deed to make them not so worried. So here is the post to make my readers not so worried. My emotional period has passsed , now I'm a severe attention seeker / happy guy.
However, I may be happy/not so sad / whatever positive emotions. I now suffering from MLS ( Mentari Lifeless Syndrome) which in short means "boredom".
Thing will get better in time. Thank God that somebody invented photoshop . It makes my life so much better . Since I'm a photoshopper , might as well I upload some of my photoshop pic into here . Great idea, isnt it ? Yeah..... more thing to do ....no more boredom ....hehehe
This is just lame post .
Boonboon2k2
However, I may be happy/not so sad / whatever positive emotions. I now suffering from MLS ( Mentari Lifeless Syndrome) which in short means "boredom".
Thing will get better in time. Thank God that somebody invented photoshop . It makes my life so much better . Since I'm a photoshopper , might as well I upload some of my photoshop pic into here . Great idea, isnt it ? Yeah..... more thing to do ....no more boredom ....hehehe
This is just lame post .
Boonboon2k2
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Parting is such sweet sorrow
"Parting is such sweet sorrow" -William Shakespeare -
This shakespeare quote really describe how i feeling now as this is my last night in ipoh. I'm going to kl tomolo afternoon to start my sem 2. Every second passed stregthen my emotion more than ever. Everything I do also enchances my sorrow. Even the simplest act like watching tv , shitting , supper etc.... also add in the heavy heart feeling i have now. It is painless to begin with,but the feeling is heavy like my left internal organ being dragged by my heart.
How come I become so emo all the sudden ?
Now I only realize that not every1 can watch Astro leisurely like me, and I wont have the chance to browse through the channel for the coming 6 months (perhaps shorter) as I'm staying in a house where getting a clear signal to all basic channel seems impposible. To make things worse, there is no more 42inch LCD tv for me to enjoy anymore.
How about shitting ? Is there any difference about shitting in any other toilet ?
To tell the truth , there is .It may sound very gross from this point so be prepared.
Well, the answer is that I do have the sense of security when I shit at home. Not like the toilet outside , the toilet bowl in my house is like my personal preference for any shtting activities. Unlike other toilet where it is plausible that my dropping will drop too fast in water and end up splashing the water to my butt. The splashing will cause some discomfort to me also. However at home I wont face such problem . Perhaps the toilet bowl in my house is well designed .
And I can use my toilet feely unlike in my kl room . Toilet need to be scheduled to avoid clashes between housemate. Even Bathing is restricted. Not that I bath too long, is just that I always has the urge to bath as quick as possible to prevent any clashes. Lucky that my housemate is working class and I am uni student . With different lifestlye , we rarely have clashes in sharing bathroom, it is just occasionally.
What can i say about supper .......Nothing beats mom's cooking,especially supper . In kl , the food there is nothing but mamak. It is MamakLand in my kl residential area. Only supper and dinner i ate mamak, I ate something else for lunch as I will be in my school. My breakfast is usually "brunch" ...
Living alone is tough, really tough. I guess I start to understand how my parent struggle when they are young. I dont really think they will see this , and I not sure that I can say it to them face to face (I will go emo for sure) . So I really wan thank my dad for giving me this 2nd chance of education as I knew it took a heavy toll from him . I can feel his heartache when he wrote a cheque to my school . He seems emotionless but I can sense threads of heartache coming out from his face. I worked hard in sem1 , but i knew it wasnt hard enough. So I'm determined to prove myself in sem2. Anyway..........
And mom , thanks for giving me unconditional love that u had given me throughout my life. My meal may seems like normal task to you , but the supper u cook today made me realize the happiness of being loved. It may be a simple to prepare , simple to cook. I also can do it , but the amount of love poured made the meal different. Writing this is not easy as my tears is flowing out( I have been emo nowadays) but really .....
Tomolo will be a new start for me as I have to make sure my engine is at full throttle thorought my sem 2.
boonboon2k2
My dad told me this quote in penang airport, that day is the day i sent my 3rd bro to US.
This shakespeare quote really describe how i feeling now as this is my last night in ipoh. I'm going to kl tomolo afternoon to start my sem 2. Every second passed stregthen my emotion more than ever. Everything I do also enchances my sorrow. Even the simplest act like watching tv , shitting , supper etc.... also add in the heavy heart feeling i have now. It is painless to begin with,but the feeling is heavy like my left internal organ being dragged by my heart.
How come I become so emo all the sudden ?
Now I only realize that not every1 can watch Astro leisurely like me, and I wont have the chance to browse through the channel for the coming 6 months (perhaps shorter) as I'm staying in a house where getting a clear signal to all basic channel seems impposible. To make things worse, there is no more 42inch LCD tv for me to enjoy anymore.
How about shitting ? Is there any difference about shitting in any other toilet ?
To tell the truth , there is .It may sound very gross from this point so be prepared.
Well, the answer is that I do have the sense of security when I shit at home. Not like the toilet outside , the toilet bowl in my house is like my personal preference for any shtting activities. Unlike other toilet where it is plausible that my dropping will drop too fast in water and end up splashing the water to my butt. The splashing will cause some discomfort to me also. However at home I wont face such problem . Perhaps the toilet bowl in my house is well designed .
And I can use my toilet feely unlike in my kl room . Toilet need to be scheduled to avoid clashes between housemate. Even Bathing is restricted. Not that I bath too long, is just that I always has the urge to bath as quick as possible to prevent any clashes. Lucky that my housemate is working class and I am uni student . With different lifestlye , we rarely have clashes in sharing bathroom, it is just occasionally.
What can i say about supper .......Nothing beats mom's cooking,especially supper . In kl , the food there is nothing but mamak. It is MamakLand in my kl residential area. Only supper and dinner i ate mamak, I ate something else for lunch as I will be in my school. My breakfast is usually "brunch" ...
Living alone is tough, really tough. I guess I start to understand how my parent struggle when they are young. I dont really think they will see this , and I not sure that I can say it to them face to face (I will go emo for sure) . So I really wan thank my dad for giving me this 2nd chance of education as I knew it took a heavy toll from him . I can feel his heartache when he wrote a cheque to my school . He seems emotionless but I can sense threads of heartache coming out from his face. I worked hard in sem1 , but i knew it wasnt hard enough. So I'm determined to prove myself in sem2. Anyway..........
Thanks dad .
And mom , thanks for giving me unconditional love that u had given me throughout my life. My meal may seems like normal task to you , but the supper u cook today made me realize the happiness of being loved. It may be a simple to prepare , simple to cook. I also can do it , but the amount of love poured made the meal different. Writing this is not easy as my tears is flowing out( I have been emo nowadays) but really .....
Thanks mom ,
Tomolo will be a new start for me as I have to make sure my engine is at full throttle thorought my sem 2.
boonboon2k2
My dad told me this quote in penang airport, that day is the day i sent my 3rd bro to US.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Cry
The only thing that keep me typing is to release all my frustration and anger into the internet. This is not a post for reader but for myself. To prevent myself from crying . To prevent myself from doing irrational thing.
When I'm a kid , whenever i sad i can cry as much as i wan to get all the attention. Sometimes there were effort to cheer me up when I cry. I may get sweets. Sometime Macdonald if I'm lucky.
When I grow older, crying seems like the act for immatured. Therefore if I cry , I shall do it in dark corner where nobody can see me. Although frens are always there with me, but i cant rely on them all the time, i do not wan to be a burden for them. My existence is to provide laughter , not create burden .....
As I reached adulthood , crying behavior need to be justified . Failure to do so results in .....being look down as weaklings. However , at this point . The tear bag has grown bigger and able to contain more tears compare when I'm young. So is not that easy to burst into tears anyway.
I felt better, but emotion is remain negative..... watching 美女厨房 is not helping much either......
boonboon2k2
Hate that I loved you so much .....
When I'm a kid , whenever i sad i can cry as much as i wan to get all the attention. Sometimes there were effort to cheer me up when I cry. I may get sweets. Sometime Macdonald if I'm lucky.
When I grow older, crying seems like the act for immatured. Therefore if I cry , I shall do it in dark corner where nobody can see me. Although frens are always there with me, but i cant rely on them all the time, i do not wan to be a burden for them. My existence is to provide laughter , not create burden .....
As I reached adulthood , crying behavior need to be justified . Failure to do so results in .....being look down as weaklings. However , at this point . The tear bag has grown bigger and able to contain more tears compare when I'm young. So is not that easy to burst into tears anyway.
I felt better, but emotion is remain negative..... watching 美女厨房 is not helping much either......
boonboon2k2
Hate that I loved you so much .....
Feb 15th, not a good start but with worst ending
Feb 15th , with the clock showing 0000 , I making the 123th phone call to my gf. Unfortunately the phone indicate a "call failed" notice. Although I knew at heart that too many people are using Maxis service till it exceeds the bandwidth, and that explains my situation. However , I'm not giving up as i know my gf would be worried, so i made the 124th, 125th , 126th........156th call till i fed up and give up calling her .
Time : 0510 , My phone is giving out the usual tone indicating I have sms. It is evident that she did worry about me , my memory was vague back then. I not sure whether I reply her anot, but I very sure that the time I started sleeping.
1030 : I was half awake , my mom nags me to tag along wiht her to visit my NS camp cousin's. I felt relunctant to go as sleeping is my sole desire. However , my mom is not giving up, she is like alarm clock that nudge me every 5 min. Every time with an attempt to persuade me to go with her . Many method were used, bribery , nagging ......I cant take it anymore , I go with her....that when my mood is significantly bad....part of it bcoz my mom persistence ....most of it is I dint sleep and I cant sleep well either...
1200 : Thing are getting worse as I managed to sms her at last, she obviously du lan me and i obviously du lan Maxis as both of us try to contact each other for many times and eventually fed up and give up. And then I only receive a msg that she sent yesterday to ask me out , and that time , all i desire is to go back asap. My dad drove till 170km/hour at this point.
1330: visit my 1st cousin, he enjoyed the bak kut teh we brought to him, however my mood still remains as bad. We talked a lot , but i forget the content except about the pork meat story he told me ( i will kena ISA if i tell the story here)
1540: we reach 2nd cousin camp , not much to talk here . We talk about our bet that i need to have 6 pack b4 he finish NS. I preparing to lose my bet here.
1700 : I reach home , took a nap in the journey so I din realize what happen in the journey. I bath and I rushed out to the central market to buy flower for my valentine.
1744 : I reach her house , parked outside her house . My heart is beating fast, nervous as I trying be brave and asked her out.
I called her . I asked her to come out to the door as I wan to give flower to her . She just woke up and still shocked that I said such word to her . Unfortunately she think this is a prank and refuse to go out and receive my flower.
How is it feel like that ur own gf refuse to keep ur flower at Valentine Day? I dun wan to answer this question....
1744- 1800 : When I drive toward my home, the journey seems to be silent journey. No radio , no air con noise, nothing. It's an irony that even at this fatigue level, i remain suprisingly focus yet my mind is empty. The feeling is awkward , as i drove toward my house , i suddenly changed my destination to simee market recycle bin . As time goes by , my heart is torned and shattered. The fragment of my heart slowly evaporated into thin air as i reach simee market tong sampah. This is the moment I had decided to throw the flower along with my ego/ emotions.
1800 : I pass by Simee market's largest Tong Sampah. Since it is an eyesore to keep the flower and I dunno how to explain to my parent that my own gf refuse to keep my flowers, I THREW IT AWAY IN THE BIN. I knew is a waste of money , but looking at this beautiful flower only bring tears in my eye. There is no point keeping the flower anymore , my investment has turn into torment and agony. As the flower is begging for her life, I decided to take photos on how dreadful she looks before I end her life.
boonboon2k2
Shutting down my heart ,
Time : 0510 , My phone is giving out the usual tone indicating I have sms. It is evident that she did worry about me , my memory was vague back then. I not sure whether I reply her anot, but I very sure that the time I started sleeping.
1030 : I was half awake , my mom nags me to tag along wiht her to visit my NS camp cousin's. I felt relunctant to go as sleeping is my sole desire. However , my mom is not giving up, she is like alarm clock that nudge me every 5 min. Every time with an attempt to persuade me to go with her . Many method were used, bribery , nagging ......I cant take it anymore , I go with her....that when my mood is significantly bad....part of it bcoz my mom persistence ....most of it is I dint sleep and I cant sleep well either...
1200 : Thing are getting worse as I managed to sms her at last, she obviously du lan me and i obviously du lan Maxis as both of us try to contact each other for many times and eventually fed up and give up. And then I only receive a msg that she sent yesterday to ask me out , and that time , all i desire is to go back asap. My dad drove till 170km/hour at this point.
1330: visit my 1st cousin, he enjoyed the bak kut teh we brought to him, however my mood still remains as bad. We talked a lot , but i forget the content except about the pork meat story he told me ( i will kena ISA if i tell the story here)
1540: we reach 2nd cousin camp , not much to talk here . We talk about our bet that i need to have 6 pack b4 he finish NS. I preparing to lose my bet here.
1700 : I reach home , took a nap in the journey so I din realize what happen in the journey. I bath and I rushed out to the central market to buy flower for my valentine.
1744 : I reach her house , parked outside her house . My heart is beating fast, nervous as I trying be brave and asked her out.
I called her . I asked her to come out to the door as I wan to give flower to her . She just woke up and still shocked that I said such word to her . Unfortunately she think this is a prank and refuse to go out and receive my flower.
How is it feel like that ur own gf refuse to keep ur flower at Valentine Day? I dun wan to answer this question....
1744- 1800 : When I drive toward my home, the journey seems to be silent journey. No radio , no air con noise, nothing. It's an irony that even at this fatigue level, i remain suprisingly focus yet my mind is empty. The feeling is awkward , as i drove toward my house , i suddenly changed my destination to simee market recycle bin . As time goes by , my heart is torned and shattered. The fragment of my heart slowly evaporated into thin air as i reach simee market tong sampah. This is the moment I had decided to throw the flower along with my ego/ emotions.
1800 : I pass by Simee market's largest Tong Sampah. Since it is an eyesore to keep the flower and I dunno how to explain to my parent that my own gf refuse to keep my flowers, I THREW IT AWAY IN THE BIN. I knew is a waste of money , but looking at this beautiful flower only bring tears in my eye. There is no point keeping the flower anymore , my investment has turn into torment and agony. As the flower is begging for her life, I decided to take photos on how dreadful she looks before I end her life.
Caption: This is how she look like b4 entering tong sampah
boonboon2k2
Shutting down my heart ,
Saturday, February 14, 2009
To do list
Now, let back to my to do list b4 I go back to KL,
1) buy an external hardisk (1Tb is preferable)
2) prepare important document for PTPTN load
3) pack my clothing/sherlock holmes book
4) meet skin doctor
and my to do list when I in KL,
1) Join photography club or,
2) movie club,
3) getting at least 5.5/7 cgpa,
4) finish my photography/photoshop and video portfolio,
5) find a new room if possible,
1) buy an external hardisk (1Tb is preferable)
2) prepare important document for PTPTN load
3) pack my clothing/sherlock holmes book
4) meet skin doctor
and my to do list when I in KL,
1) Join photography club or,
2) movie club,
3) getting at least 5.5/7 cgpa,
4) finish my photography/photoshop and video portfolio,
5) find a new room if possible,
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Parent were away , alone in the house, and i miss them 2
....My heart is beating faster and faster , my adrenalin is rushing througout my blood vein , sweat flowing out from my skin as I praying and hoping for an angel to bring her hand upon me ......
Today suppose be a battle between yellow and black, those who supported Nazri going to wear banana clothing in their protect but black clothing for those who were against it . Fearing the chaos will bring bloodbath to me. I stay at home .
When the glimpse of sunlight fading away, everything in my house went alive. The clock is singing da da da....da da da..she is like a singer, but without vocals and dancing.... even in silence ,she still annoys me....
unbearable, it too unbearable! I had to create some noise , I cant take it anymore . I grasp all the remote I can find and hit the "on" button . A guy appeared 3 feet away from me, His name is Jeff Lieberman and he is asking me to join him as he use an ability called "time warp". I din say anything but i tag along. As he "time warp" , i can watch anything that happens in 1/1000 of a second. I saw how a yo-yo works . How a tiny round ball attached a string can perform so many wonders, especially how a spinning yo-yo can cause enough friction to light a match. Some may question my usage of my supernatural ability as it is lame but hey, I'm not the one using the superpower, i just tagging along. After that , he tell me that he will be right back. And magically , "DISCOVERY CHANNEL : TIME WARP" appear right in front of me ........
The fact that i lost my supernatural ability gives me enough frustration . To add up my agony, Queen is roaring! She finished her afternoon sacrifice, and she demanding a sacrifice now. Her roar has an angry pitch and I knew I must do something to remedy the situation . As a humble servant of the Queen, I have live with her since i was born . Therefore I think I knew her, understand her more than anyone else in the galaxy. The roar is the warning sign of her unsatisfactory toward her servant . When she is not satisfied, it is like unhealthy sex life with my life at stake. When she had enough of me, she can end my life in many torturous way. (Hint: She is a good friend with Death). Having suffer enough from her roar and fearful that the Queen will end my life . I started my quest to hunt for sacrifices to offer to my queen. I save my breath to expand my guts as I entered Lord of Darkness territory, the realm of Darkness. Soon after that i realize even the size of my guts were not enough when I saw IT.....
They are the elite pawns sent by Lord Of Darkness(LOD in short) to stop my quest. They are the trump card for LOD to stop me. LOD knew that the servants of the Queen are not afraid of anything except IT. They are stalking expert and ambush professional. There were rumours that art of ninja origin from IT. Although there are master of stealth, this time they make their presence known before I even enter the realm of darkness. They appeared in a white background while they wearing their ninja outfit. Heat of battle is approaching ,they are waiting for me.......
I knew a battle with IT is inevitable. The odds are against me. They have the number advantage. Even though there are only 2 appeared in front of me, but I can smell their scent. The scent is very pungent, even a low level Queen servant like me can detect their scent. So i can conclude that they should be more that 5 of IT lurking around. As a strategist, retreat is the best option. When I have this thought, ray of light shine upon me. I'm not alone now, I has allies to counter IT.
These allies appeared when I need them the most , there are two of them. Both of them are skinny and tall . However, their ability has vast difference. One is close combat specialist with codename "STAR" , he has history of defeating IT more than million times. Another allies is a long range specialist with codename "TOX". He is younger compared to STAR , but he is rising star in killing IT......
With both of the allies assist me in my jurisdiction of justice , the battle with IT is half won. IT dies one by one, all running away for their life. With TOX lethal ammo hitting IT , none of them can survive. Even if they do, STAR will finish the job. I walked to my destination to find my Queen sacrifice. After a long search, I found Virgin Maggie . She is the perfect candidate to be a sacrifice. She shines among her peers. Now all I have to do is to perform a ritual and offer the sacrifice to my Queen.
Sacrifice offered , mission acomplished. That what I thought. However , the Queen has second opinion. She felt Maggie is not worthy to be her sacrifice and the Queen punished me for it. She blasted all her anger to me , she inject Maggie with poison and plan to mutant her into chocolate and she expects me to get rid of her.
Thing went totally wrong at this point, TOX run out of ammo. STAR is not on duty. IT has returned. This time in greater number. This has gone really bad. IT lauch an attack to me. Their attack style is more like kamikaze, using their body as their weapon. Miracolously , I had this "time warp" ability again. I perform evasive movement , one after another , each resulted in succesful evasion. It is like Matrix on me where I evade IT instead of bullet. At last, I escape the Lord of Darkness teritory. My heart filled with joy,but it was brief as I have to finish my quest to get rid of Virgin Maggie.
I ran as fast as I could to a place where Maggie will be disposed. Upon reaching there, Maggie has turned into a chocolate. It is too late for Maggie, I had to release her into a vortex of river which will bring her into realm of "Indah Water" . May she reincarnate in peace.
Mission accomplished for real. I went back to my hideout . I was traumatised knowing IT is still out there guarding Lord of Darkness teritory and I cant do anything about it. I had to hide like coward in my hideout .My heart is beating faster and faster , my adrenalin is rushing througout my blood vein , sweat flowing out from my skin as I praying and hoping for an angel to bring her hand upon me . Lord of Darkness is growing stronger and he is coming after me.....
How helpless I'm without my parent, they are the one who supress LoD power. Even IT never pose a threat to me when my parent are around. The sense of being alone further adds up the misery. Lord of Darkness and IT took advantage of my weakness and overcame me. How I hope that I wont be alone, being alone only give Darkness more chance to destroy me .....how i wished my parent were here to help me when I'm alone. I took them for granted and this is what I am without them. Alone in the Dark , helpless in the Dark , crying in the Dark, the tears of grief has turned into Darkness .......
( For those who dun understand what is the ppl i'm reffering ..... , pls put comment )
Boonboon2k2
IT is cockroach
Today suppose be a battle between yellow and black, those who supported Nazri going to wear banana clothing in their protect but black clothing for those who were against it . Fearing the chaos will bring bloodbath to me. I stay at home .
When the glimpse of sunlight fading away, everything in my house went alive. The clock is singing da da da....da da da..she is like a singer, but without vocals and dancing.... even in silence ,she still annoys me....
unbearable, it too unbearable! I had to create some noise , I cant take it anymore . I grasp all the remote I can find and hit the "on" button . A guy appeared 3 feet away from me, His name is Jeff Lieberman and he is asking me to join him as he use an ability called "time warp". I din say anything but i tag along. As he "time warp" , i can watch anything that happens in 1/1000 of a second. I saw how a yo-yo works . How a tiny round ball attached a string can perform so many wonders, especially how a spinning yo-yo can cause enough friction to light a match. Some may question my usage of my supernatural ability as it is lame but hey, I'm not the one using the superpower, i just tagging along. After that , he tell me that he will be right back. And magically , "DISCOVERY CHANNEL : TIME WARP" appear right in front of me ........
The fact that i lost my supernatural ability gives me enough frustration . To add up my agony, Queen is roaring! She finished her afternoon sacrifice, and she demanding a sacrifice now. Her roar has an angry pitch and I knew I must do something to remedy the situation . As a humble servant of the Queen, I have live with her since i was born . Therefore I think I knew her, understand her more than anyone else in the galaxy. The roar is the warning sign of her unsatisfactory toward her servant . When she is not satisfied, it is like unhealthy sex life with my life at stake. When she had enough of me, she can end my life in many torturous way. (Hint: She is a good friend with Death). Having suffer enough from her roar and fearful that the Queen will end my life . I started my quest to hunt for sacrifices to offer to my queen. I save my breath to expand my guts as I entered Lord of Darkness territory, the realm of Darkness. Soon after that i realize even the size of my guts were not enough when I saw IT.....
They are the elite pawns sent by Lord Of Darkness(LOD in short) to stop my quest. They are the trump card for LOD to stop me. LOD knew that the servants of the Queen are not afraid of anything except IT. They are stalking expert and ambush professional. There were rumours that art of ninja origin from IT. Although there are master of stealth, this time they make their presence known before I even enter the realm of darkness. They appeared in a white background while they wearing their ninja outfit. Heat of battle is approaching ,they are waiting for me.......
I knew a battle with IT is inevitable. The odds are against me. They have the number advantage. Even though there are only 2 appeared in front of me, but I can smell their scent. The scent is very pungent, even a low level Queen servant like me can detect their scent. So i can conclude that they should be more that 5 of IT lurking around. As a strategist, retreat is the best option. When I have this thought, ray of light shine upon me. I'm not alone now, I has allies to counter IT.
These allies appeared when I need them the most , there are two of them. Both of them are skinny and tall . However, their ability has vast difference. One is close combat specialist with codename "STAR" , he has history of defeating IT more than million times. Another allies is a long range specialist with codename "TOX". He is younger compared to STAR , but he is rising star in killing IT......
With both of the allies assist me in my jurisdiction of justice , the battle with IT is half won. IT dies one by one, all running away for their life. With TOX lethal ammo hitting IT , none of them can survive. Even if they do, STAR will finish the job. I walked to my destination to find my Queen sacrifice. After a long search, I found Virgin Maggie . She is the perfect candidate to be a sacrifice. She shines among her peers. Now all I have to do is to perform a ritual and offer the sacrifice to my Queen.
Sacrifice offered , mission acomplished. That what I thought. However , the Queen has second opinion. She felt Maggie is not worthy to be her sacrifice and the Queen punished me for it. She blasted all her anger to me , she inject Maggie with poison and plan to mutant her into chocolate and she expects me to get rid of her.
Thing went totally wrong at this point, TOX run out of ammo. STAR is not on duty. IT has returned. This time in greater number. This has gone really bad. IT lauch an attack to me. Their attack style is more like kamikaze, using their body as their weapon. Miracolously , I had this "time warp" ability again. I perform evasive movement , one after another , each resulted in succesful evasion. It is like Matrix on me where I evade IT instead of bullet. At last, I escape the Lord of Darkness teritory. My heart filled with joy,but it was brief as I have to finish my quest to get rid of Virgin Maggie.
I ran as fast as I could to a place where Maggie will be disposed. Upon reaching there, Maggie has turned into a chocolate. It is too late for Maggie, I had to release her into a vortex of river which will bring her into realm of "Indah Water" . May she reincarnate in peace.
Mission accomplished for real. I went back to my hideout . I was traumatised knowing IT is still out there guarding Lord of Darkness teritory and I cant do anything about it. I had to hide like coward in my hideout .My heart is beating faster and faster , my adrenalin is rushing througout my blood vein , sweat flowing out from my skin as I praying and hoping for an angel to bring her hand upon me . Lord of Darkness is growing stronger and he is coming after me.....
How helpless I'm without my parent, they are the one who supress LoD power. Even IT never pose a threat to me when my parent are around. The sense of being alone further adds up the misery. Lord of Darkness and IT took advantage of my weakness and overcame me. How I hope that I wont be alone, being alone only give Darkness more chance to destroy me .....how i wished my parent were here to help me when I'm alone. I took them for granted and this is what I am without them. Alone in the Dark , helpless in the Dark , crying in the Dark, the tears of grief has turned into Darkness .......
.....The Dark has consume me ........
( For those who dun understand what is the ppl i'm reffering ..... , pls put comment )
Boonboon2k2
IT is cockroach
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