Thursday, August 25, 2011

The road not taken



Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference


Robert Frost wrote "The road not taken" in 1920. In 2011, I faced what he had faced.

Wikipedia has the whole poem in it. So I guess you can read it there.


I made a major decision this week. It is about my career
To make it simple,
I had to decide to choose to work for passion ( I had to make a leap of faith on this)
Or walk the most convenient path for me. ( I know I can excel in my work, but I not sure whether i like it)
In the end, I choose the one not taken.
Some are very supportive , some doubt it.
Honestly, I do not know whether is good decision.
But I just followed my gut feeling. Let just hope it will bring me somewhere.

Additional note: There is one good song by Hinders - Better than me.
It hit my feeling spot on. So I Share some of the lyrics that hit me very hard
and the link as well

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
 

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me


I admit it, the additional note is meant for her to read

Boon

Friday, August 19, 2011

Honestly , this is really a good place to emo.

It has been so long since I became single.
I guess, it is good time for me to be single.
I started to gym, I going to have a nephew.
This is a sign , to start my metamorphosis.
To be someone who can hold burden of the whole family,
as someone who appreciate life.
It is process, very long process.

It is a suprise that part of my life still revolves around her.
Cant believe I still longing for her name to appear whenever my phone rings..
It good to know she moved on.
If you ask me,  why bother checking her life ?
She not your anyone anymore, nor she needs your attention.
I would say, I care,
because I once love with all my heart, and it takes time to take it back.

At least, she will be happier when I am not in her life.
I not very sure about that statement, but I just go with it,
This is what she want me to believe anyway.
or is it I want to think that way ?
Nah, don't want to think about it,
We are meant to be if we really are meant to be.

Now, I need to take care of myself first, before I can love anyone.
There are so many place that need my attention,
my parents, my cousins, my health, my body , my career, my car, my camera and my nephew.
I dont think I have space for a girl now.

PS: Can anyone think of a name for my nephew ? Prefer universal name.

Boon


Thursday, August 18, 2011

August 18 : A new start

The time now is 12:38 AM.
The date now is August 18.
It signify the rebirth of Boon's blog.

More thing will be uploaded to this blog before I make this blog into public domain.
Status of this blog :
1) Stupid posting were deleted,
2) Very personal posting also deleted.
3)  Header and " About me" edited.

Going to change Layout next.

Sometimes, it is just feels good by talking to myself.

Boon