Banging into somebody's butt....( aftermath )

Haiz.... have my family dinner outside....
While waiting for my food ....i got tons of lecture ..thank you honda butt...
To make my feeling worse ...i have my bro to compare with....


The situation would be like this ....

My bro got 2 samans (rm 300 each ) which my parent pay for it = rm 600 ( i dun think my bro got pay back my parents )

Ok ...for my case ....i knock a honda butt (rm 350 ) ...plus unknown price for my dad wira repair fee ( but i gave rm500 just in case) ....=rm 850 ( but note this is MY MONEY and i gave to my dad to compensate )

BUT ....
I'm grounded from car driving ...my bro does not .....

Reasons
ME : not financially stable (no income )
My bro : working class ...simple language would be got income...

How this is unfair :
I bleed more ( i use my money for those god damn idiotic sake ) and kena grouded and kena lecture ( anytime my parent wan to release anger ..this would be a perfect excuse to execute it on me )

My bro : nothing happen .. he is still driving .....

i dun mind if i kena lecture or grouded or whatever as this is really my mistake ..
but ...when same mistake done by my bro ...he escapes from any punishment....why ???
This is what my parent excuse..... "oh, he can afford to make the mistake ma" , "he mature already ma " .....L-A-M-E!!!!!!....i spell again ....L-A-M-E !!!!!

Sometimes i just fed up....just fed up of trying to be good person .... in the end ...all i get is critism and kena scold for nothing just because of some lame excuse ....

This blog is not meant for personal attacks....it is just a method to throw away my negative emotions.....

Boonboon2k2
Got GG in my dinner ...grrrr