Edmanda

My birthday is really a special day,

Good thing usually come in 3 ,

my birthday celebration is 1

the other 2 more reason is ,

2 people bcome 1 couple lo

As the title says, edmanda ...haha

congratz,
Your effort now finally pays off,
At least you can go to group 2 without feeling out of place already

Mund, this time you really must thank yen o ...

IF she no yi hei , you also wont have today o

and also thank me la,

My birthday power so geng ...bring miracle to you ...

My birthday ,

1 of the wishes granted ,

mund mund big boy already liao .....

boonboon2k2
I big boy, but other ppl also big boy 

1 hour to 21

For 20 years i dreamt myself as 21 years old,

as 21 year old is legal age,

and i can do a lot of stuff

clubbing, smoking, gambling, voting..

and freedom to pat toh openly,

as my mom always said,

once you 21, you can do anything you want,

though she say the same thing when I am 18, I can do whatever I want,

But

As I got 1 hour left toward 21 years old,

I feel empty,

I am 21 already ,

What next ?

30 ? 35?

Sometime life is like tat,

You think you will be happy when you reach a goal,

but as you reach it ,

you are not as happy as you thought will be ,

In life you need a goal,

and another goal after the current 1...

我想 ：

我的愿望应该是

“不要再点亮寂寞的蜡烛”

boonboon2k2

I hope tomorrow I have a good presentation

Media Carnival

Now, why yesterday I managed to take pic with

Allen Wu?

It is because yesterday is Media Carnival,

Urm, I am not part of the planner or whatsoever,

I just there to take pics ,

Good thing is that ,

 I managed to take lots of pics...

but unfotunately,

I cant put it up all here,

to put it simple,

I lazy to select the best picture and upload

copyright issues,

Will give update on this tomorrow or when i free,

for now , I let you guess who is this la..

Tips and hint: She is a SOC-nian

Ans: Dionne

If you got it for the first try,
please tell me ...

boonboon2k2

I feel so alive when i take photos

De-VALUE-zation

I had every reason to be happy at this moment,
I taken photo with Allen Wu AGAIN ...
I have meet a lot of local celebrities ( more photos coming in)
My family, are here with me and
we went to family dinner/gathering for mooncake festivals

but ....

yet I'm feel De-Valued...

Why ?
First of all,
I very sorry to a girl,
a girl I think I made her pek chek many times

This time , I really in the wrong,
My attention to detail are lacking
I did not gave enough contribution,

I am really sorry,
I know you will know I talking about you when you see this ,
A really sincere apology,
I will do the whole thing again , and
send to you tomolo,
and I really dun mind to do extra work,

Contributed not enough is 1 factor ...

another ,

Although taking photos make me feel so "alive"
but
after the whole day of taking photos.....
I went to a family gathering...

and couldn't help but to notice
I felt so lifeless in family gathering ,
Being segregated from "adult " table and always have to dine in "children" table
although it is a norm there, but
I really felt this remind me of the word "Marxism"
I usually dont really mind it ...

but ....
ya...today only...
and today also ,
I felt that ,
I really non existed ..
dun ask me how I sense it .....

and the worst part is ...
I am really happy when my parent are coming down
at least, I know I can share all my excitement, my enjoyment in my life
but ...
same like talking music to wall...
no reaction , no attention given to me...
Am I really valueless until I cant be taken seriously ?

DeValued...

Come to think of it ...
I am always teased ...
(content of teasing varies..but I end up being a joker)
I don't mind it actually..
but the frequency has increased....
And I cant help it to think twice about myself

Although I love myself,
but ...
the pillar has been shaken...

What am I ,
What value I have ?

boonboon2k2
.........
by the time the post is up there,
I will be ok ..
I just wan to throw all my emotions....

There are no return

In life, any decision made has no margin for regrets,

just walking at the sandy beach ,
each footprint is washed away
when a step is taken ,

that why , make sure you got clear direction on where you going,
or get the right person to go with you ,
because you have no footprint to refer when you are lost...

I once made a decision with doubt,
but now there is no return,
and I glad I did not regret it ...

boonboon2k2
There are still few decision I regretted making it ,
but , I still have to move on....