不等你了

不知不觉已经三个月半了，
我手提的inbox满了， 不得不delete信息了，
我一直都有希望过你主动，
不过过了今天， 我不等你了，
在我手提所有有关你的信息全没了

我不知道你是坚强或逞强，
若你是坚强的活下去， 我祝福你，
希望你会找到更好的他
若你是逞强的， 请珍惜你的朋友，
她们一定可以陪你度过难关的，


我还是会一直关心你的 

文 上

I became so vain....

I have been working out at gym. 

Some people doubt it and demanded evidence.

At first, it is not convincing as I always forget to bring my handphone to collect my evidence.

But luckily , now it's the time to reveal my result.

Here goes, my workout summary

It started at the beginning May, some tragic incident happens to me

and I became so motivated to change myself.

As such, I have been consistently go to gym since the beginning of my internship which is  around 20th of May or so.

Everyday, I got back from work, change my clothes and then gym.

I eat my dinner around 9pm and no supper. 

I stop using Facebook so I can the time to go to gym.

The picture below, indicate my limit when I doing my cardio exercise at that time . This was taken around the time when I start my diet plan. I nearly fainted after taking this pic.

I ran 2.75 KM within 25 min.

June:  there is no result to show. There is still a big belly I consulted my friends and realized I did wrong posture for muscle building and wrong techniques for cardio and wrong diet plan.

July to August: Once I learned the secrets of dieting, I tortured myself to the max. I walked out the gym room with cramp legs, super sore muscle. I hardly eat rice, and I go for high protein diet ( I still eat a lot, but I eat a lot of chickens now)

September:  The pic below shows the results of my tortured days.

Now I can run with ease. This was the result last week. 

Note that this is my warm up instead of my cardio exercise.

As for my look,

I spend quite a lot of money in transforming myself

This is

BEFORE ( May)

This is

AFTER ( September)

Change my spec ^^

I did shrink my tummy!!!!!  30th July

If you were wondering why there is no muscles, 

That will be my next target.

For now , I am happy to annouce that I am wearing M size shirt, 

with 33 inch waist.

This shot was taken when I go shopping last friday (15th Sept)

Boon

In your face, haha

When you going to belanja me snowflakes? 

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

Robert Frost wrote "The road not taken" in 1920. In 2011, I faced what he had faced.

Wikipedia has the whole poem in it. So I guess you can read it there.


I made a major decision this week. It is about my career
To make it simple,
I had to decide to choose to work for passion ( I had to make a leap of faith on this)
Or walk the most convenient path for me. ( I know I can excel in my work, but I not sure whether i like it)
In the end, I choose the one not taken.
Some are very supportive , some doubt it.
Honestly, I do not know whether is good decision.
But I just followed my gut feeling. Let just hope it will bring me somewhere.

Additional note: There is one good song by Hinders - Better than me.
It hit my feeling spot on. So I Share some of the lyrics that hit me very hard
and the link as well

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
 
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

I admit it, the additional note is meant for her to read

Boon

Honestly , this is really a good place to emo.

It has been so long since I became single.
I guess, it is good time for me to be single.
I started to gym, I going to have a nephew.
This is a sign , to start my metamorphosis.
To be someone who can hold burden of the whole family,
as someone who appreciate life.
It is process, very long process.

It is a suprise that part of my life still revolves around her.
Cant believe I still longing for her name to appear whenever my phone rings..
It good to know she moved on.
If you ask me,  why bother checking her life ?
She not your anyone anymore, nor she needs your attention.
I would say, I care,
because I once love with all my heart, and it takes time to take it back.

At least, she will be happier when I am not in her life.
I not very sure about that statement, but I just go with it,
This is what she want me to believe anyway.
or is it I want to think that way ?
Nah, don't want to think about it,
We are meant to be if we really are meant to be.

Now, I need to take care of myself first, before I can love anyone.
There are so many place that need my attention,
my parents, my cousins, my health, my body , my career, my car, my camera and my nephew.
I dont think I have space for a girl now.

PS: Can anyone think of a name for my nephew ? Prefer universal name.

Boon

August 18 : A new start

The time now is 12:38 AM.
The date now is August 18.
It signify the rebirth of Boon's blog.

More thing will be uploaded to this blog before I make this blog into public domain.
Status of this blog :
1) Stupid posting were deleted,
2) Very personal posting also deleted.
3)  Header and " About me" edited.

Going to change Layout next.

Sometimes, it is just feels good by talking to myself.

Boon