Suprised

I found a very surprising fact,

In the end , I visit and update this blog ,

when I emo ,

All the while I thought that this place will be my safehouse,

where i can share my view on life,

share my joy,

pointing out all the weird facts

or useless thing that I know ,

at least, to convince myself I am a happy guy.

because being happy is something easy,

That What I Thought

but in the end ,

I'm no different from the depressed people out there ,

Look like I'm not as happy as everybody thought I am after all ,

Even I also suprised by what I have done just now ,

And how I was hurt

to have somebody accused my friend of something they are not ,

not once, but multiple times throughout my life, 

Adding the annoying bird chirpping every morning,

I think my 2012 is near,

Look like the purpose of this blog is not about readership anymore,

I think it is slowly turning a tool

to indoctrinate myself that

"I am alive"

boonboon2k2

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