Peace ....at last....

Well, i hate drama the most ....
but however, i created a vortex of drama this time..
It can's be help though...
give he/she mercy and i will suffer ...
that why the drama is worth it ...for my inner peace....

after few day of peace...
i would like to say...
an official shooting toward you....

sacrificing a 4 year friendship is pain in the ass..
true, there is sweet and sour memories,
not much ppl willing to stay so late and look at the stars....
however, the annoyance is too much to bear.....
but ...being a good tolerant friend is no use at this time...
no point forgiving and let u always step on my tail again and again...

for u , u should know the warning already ...
kw temper has the best temper among all my friends...
other than him n ho hee, i cant find anyone with such great personality and tolerance
and yet u can step on his tail (or annoy him) till he can shout at you...
i seriously dun think this is his problem ...

i thought u will learn your lesson from kw ..
but turns out i'm wrong ...
u just channel those energy to other ppl ...
and i'm one of it ...
a lot of times i try to be a bigger person ,
i thought i got the ability to make u a better person ,
i thought you can be more matured....
i thought ....
but i dun wan to kira with you ...
but now ...i cant take it ....

well, if u think i angry on one thing , then u really are truly wrong,
i never angry a person for a thing,
everything is accumulated ,
u barge into my life , and my group ,
causing annoyance not only me but friends around me ...
i dun wan to elaborate more on this....there too many to mention

i admit, the recent issue made me angry ,
but this is the trigger ..or the catalyst to my wrath,
you feel that the anonymous dunno the situation ,
what if i say, the anonymous is best person to comment about the situation ?
yup, i know who is the person ....you dun go and find out...
the truth always hurts,

why i shooting everything here ?
here i got the control of my emotions ,
i dun wan to shoot you in front of my family ....
i dun wan them to hear my vulgar style of shooting people...
and i dun wan to return to my old rebellious me ...
and pls ...dun go to my ipoh house and find me
if i see you doing that ,
i definitely will use broom to halau you ,


Speechless ? not because i got nothing to say, is bcoz i REFRAIN myself from bursting
do you really think that ur shooting is so good till you can mute me ?
is i found it so ridiculous that i dun wan to waste my energy to argue with you


I have 4 year worth of bullet to shoot you after all....
but i think i stop here....
by now u should know that everything is accumulated ...
i tried to tolerate you ...tried to make you a better person...
i tried let you know how to deal with people better....
i failed ....

i not a mean person , and i dun wan to do this ,
and i not that type of person who does this kind of thing to my friend
I am a person who tried to be the most "yi hei" person...
but i cant afford to do that to you ...

if we have fate , maybe i will get to make friends with you again...
but that time , i hope u are the different person from now ...
i hope you change to be a better person ,
the person you are now....i really cant make myself to make friends with you...
i may not be worthy of your friend to tolerate so much....

boonboon2k2
as the saying goes...
当一个人讨厌你的时候，可能是那个人的问题。要是很多人一起讨厌你的时候，那就是你的问题了。